Yes. Today I've finally realise something. That life is bitter. But, to taste sweetness we first have to taste bitterness first. Am i right ? Well, right now, i'm really hoping for sweetness to come. Move faster sweetness. I'm waiting..............
Juz a boring stupid post which i called expression
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
4 Omega 2008 !
Yes. School term for the year 2008 had finally ended
And of coz, I'm free (1 bulan setengah je)
But
There is something
Something that I will miss
An event of the year
A place where I sat for almost 10 months
Homosapiens which I live with for almost 10 months
4 Omega
Where many moments will be cherish for the coming years
Some events/moments :
1) The orientation day where all us were anonymous to each other
2) The first day entering the class where we met the famous 'Dafi'
3) The first day of exam when all of us were curious towards each other's cleverness
4) The day the ranking came out and all the class stood still seeing Omega as the first class :) (ujian bulan 1 yer, laen zeta conquer)
5) The day where HEM announce that there were going to be an overnight
6) The day we receive our new headmaster. errrrr
7) The day where we have to endure our day at class during Ramadhan
8) The day where we had our Perkhemahan Perdana and seeing each other crying ???? haha
9) The day we promise to ourselve to stay unite ???
10) The day where we backup our classmate
11) The time where prep was such an important time to finish report
12) The time where it is almost 2 o'clock and everybody was focusing on the 'delicious' DM food
13) The time where the whole class slept during Sivik time
14) The day we had our Durian Festival
15) The day we had our rugby interclass
16) The time in the bilik kuliah. haha. u guys noe wut i mean
17) The day we had our Majlis Rantaian Kasih
18) The time where we copy each others homework after a long holiday
19) The time when sumbody brings food, a batallion of Omegans will rush towards it
20) And most of all, the time when we all talk to each other.huhu. i hope it returns
Peeps:
1) Dafi- I miss the time when we all called him ke****it
2) Hamzah- I miss the time when he sat alone and write his diary
3) Anaz- I miss the way how he would try to recover a person emotional expression
4) Elias- I miss his blurry face and ways
5) Assidiq- I do admit I was attracted to his 'awesome' key
6) Nu'man- I hate the way how he plays football. The solo thing
7) Adzim- I like the way how he played the 'alat kesenian' stuff during school's events
8) Fish- I really miss this guy way of trying to make me feel better and happy
9) Apek- I miss the way how he argued with Ckgu Mozaidi towards his Physic theory
10) Haziq- I pity him for having that disease
11) Faqeh- I hate the way how he 'borrowed' peoples stuff without the owners knowledge
12) Max- I like the F1 car
13) Adl- I miss the moment seeing him salivating
14) Hussin- I miss the time seeing him being mad
15) Mirza- I like to see him eating ice-cream from the koperasi
16) Amril- I miss the moment when he was trying to fight for the right
17) Nabil- I miss the way how he would try his best trying to solve a hard addmath question
18) Shah- I miss the way how he would try his best to try others food :)
19) Musz- I like the way how he would console people
20) Muhammad- I like to see him being in a bad mood
21) Syed- I miss the time when he says 'p@ntat ah ko' when i tried to wake him up for subuh
22) Arie- I miss calling him GIRL
23) Me ???haha
Well, dats all i have to say. Hope u guys enjoy
haha
ps: names are arrange according to seats in the class
And of coz, I'm free (1 bulan setengah je)
But
There is something
Something that I will miss
An event of the year
A place where I sat for almost 10 months
Homosapiens which I live with for almost 10 months
4 Omega
Where many moments will be cherish for the coming years
Some events/moments :
1) The orientation day where all us were anonymous to each other
2) The first day entering the class where we met the famous 'Dafi'
3) The first day of exam when all of us were curious towards each other's cleverness
4) The day the ranking came out and all the class stood still seeing Omega as the first class :) (ujian bulan 1 yer, laen zeta conquer)
5) The day where HEM announce that there were going to be an overnight
6) The day we receive our new headmaster. errrrr
7) The day where we have to endure our day at class during Ramadhan
8) The day where we had our Perkhemahan Perdana and seeing each other crying ???? haha
9) The day we promise to ourselve to stay unite ???
10) The day where we backup our classmate
11) The time where prep was such an important time to finish report
12) The time where it is almost 2 o'clock and everybody was focusing on the 'delicious' DM food
13) The time where the whole class slept during Sivik time
14) The day we had our Durian Festival
15) The day we had our rugby interclass
16) The time in the bilik kuliah. haha. u guys noe wut i mean
17) The day we had our Majlis Rantaian Kasih
18) The time where we copy each others homework after a long holiday
19) The time when sumbody brings food, a batallion of Omegans will rush towards it
20) And most of all, the time when we all talk to each other.huhu. i hope it returns
Peeps:
1) Dafi- I miss the time when we all called him ke****it
2) Hamzah- I miss the time when he sat alone and write his diary
3) Anaz- I miss the way how he would try to recover a person emotional expression
4) Elias- I miss his blurry face and ways
5) Assidiq- I do admit I was attracted to his 'awesome' key
6) Nu'man- I hate the way how he plays football. The solo thing
7) Adzim- I like the way how he played the 'alat kesenian' stuff during school's events
8) Fish- I really miss this guy way of trying to make me feel better and happy
9) Apek- I miss the way how he argued with Ckgu Mozaidi towards his Physic theory
10) Haziq- I pity him for having that disease
11) Faqeh- I hate the way how he 'borrowed' peoples stuff without the owners knowledge
12) Max- I like the F1 car
13) Adl- I miss the moment seeing him salivating
14) Hussin- I miss the time seeing him being mad
15) Mirza- I like to see him eating ice-cream from the koperasi
16) Amril- I miss the moment when he was trying to fight for the right
17) Nabil- I miss the way how he would try his best trying to solve a hard addmath question
18) Shah- I miss the way how he would try his best to try others food :)
19) Musz- I like the way how he would console people
20) Muhammad- I like to see him being in a bad mood
21) Syed- I miss the time when he says 'p@ntat ah ko' when i tried to wake him up for subuh
22) Arie- I miss calling him GIRL
23) Me ???haha
Well, dats all i have to say. Hope u guys enjoy
haha
ps: names are arrange according to seats in the class
Believe it
School has ended. It's almost the end of the year. Just a month away before senior year. haha. cant believe it. SPM. Nooooooo. hahahha.
Juz a reminder.
Juz a reminder.
Thanks for da Hols :-)
Hey guys. It's me again. hahaha. back posting some blogs. Well, firstly, it's still not too late for me to say Happy Hols since it has only been a week or two. haha. Thank you god for givin us such a great time to 'RELAX'. Relax ? Do we relax during the hols ? well, hopefully yes, but, as we all know, there's like a million homework waiting to completed during the skool hols. So ? What is the main reason holidays are held ? hahaha. in my opinion, i think the government should banned skools from giving homework during the end-year hols. agree ? hahaha. well, actually, i really had a fun time for the past two weeks of holiday. i can sleep whenever i want. i can surf the net anytime. i can eat anything that i desire. haha. and most of all, i get to see my old friends especially those who I really miss when i was at 'hell'. hahahaha. nice seeing you again lee,sha,mi,hana, and others(too many to list)
hahaha
criusly, i've no idea what to write. hahaha. dats all i guess
hahaha
toodles
hahaha
criusly, i've no idea what to write. hahaha. dats all i guess
hahaha
toodles
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Commiting suicide ???
As i was searching and searching to find something to release my tension, i find this quote in one of my friend's page. I goes something like this "Don't worry about yesterday's mistakes..think about 2day's success...worry is the main cause for tmorrow's failure..". After taking a minute reading that inspiring quote, it occur to me that these are definitely true.
Main Reason...
3rd June 2008
I was saddened by a news that was spread by one of my friend. A news which i cant barely forgive my self for what i've done. I was regretful but nothing could do more. I know I've had no chanced of getting it. Life is harsh. But in order to overcome that harshness, we have to brave ourself. But, i just cant. I cant brave myself. Its as if receiving that news/story was a terrifying death for my courage inside my heart. I was ashamed by that news. I feel lonely, indiscriminate, meaningless,useless. Nothing has gone right since that day. My mind keeps thinking about it. It wont stop. I couldnt sleep. My eyes were swollen. I tried to be happy but it couldnt work. People wont notice me being sad coz I cant show it. I dun like to make people worried about me. Huhu. I kept to myself. And only i know, and some of my very close related friend. But, it still doesnt change. I'm afraid to tell others my problem. Reading and understanding the above quotes kinda makes me much better but still, my feeling were untamed. Still today, i cant feel calm. Calmness was getting further away from me and worries is getting nearer. Every minutes,seconds, i worried. My apetite grew down. I had no feeling to eat. I tried to laugh in front of my friends. but all laughter was a fake. deep inside, i still suffer...........................................Hope u guys understand a story from a useless and uncalmed child......
Main Reason...
3rd June 2008
I was saddened by a news that was spread by one of my friend. A news which i cant barely forgive my self for what i've done. I was regretful but nothing could do more. I know I've had no chanced of getting it. Life is harsh. But in order to overcome that harshness, we have to brave ourself. But, i just cant. I cant brave myself. Its as if receiving that news/story was a terrifying death for my courage inside my heart. I was ashamed by that news. I feel lonely, indiscriminate, meaningless,useless. Nothing has gone right since that day. My mind keeps thinking about it. It wont stop. I couldnt sleep. My eyes were swollen. I tried to be happy but it couldnt work. People wont notice me being sad coz I cant show it. I dun like to make people worried about me. Huhu. I kept to myself. And only i know, and some of my very close related friend. But, it still doesnt change. I'm afraid to tell others my problem. Reading and understanding the above quotes kinda makes me much better but still, my feeling were untamed. Still today, i cant feel calm. Calmness was getting further away from me and worries is getting nearer. Every minutes,seconds, i worried. My apetite grew down. I had no feeling to eat. I tried to laugh in front of my friends. but all laughter was a fake. deep inside, i still suffer...........................................Hope u guys understand a story from a useless and uncalmed child......
I need them !!!!!
Yes.
I admit it
I do miss u guys
Liyana Husain, Sha, Shahir, Azim, Yus, Aimi H, Hana, Skin and others
Its hard to find the clone of u guys there !
Life is harsh there
I hate it
Its hard to fine a TRUE friend like u guys
God
I do wish u guys would be with me every second
I hate living in boarding school
But still, for academics reason, I have to survive
I admit it
I do miss u guys
Liyana Husain, Sha, Shahir, Azim, Yus, Aimi H, Hana, Skin and others
Its hard to find the clone of u guys there !
Life is harsh there
I hate it
Its hard to fine a TRUE friend like u guys
God
I do wish u guys would be with me every second
I hate living in boarding school
But still, for academics reason, I have to survive
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