Yes. Today I've finally realise something. That life is bitter. But, to taste sweetness we first have to taste bitterness first. Am i right ? Well, right now, i'm really hoping for sweetness to come. Move faster sweetness. I'm waiting..............
Juz a boring stupid post which i called expression
Yes. School term for the year 2008 had finally ended And of coz, I'm free (1 bulan setengah je) But There is something Something that I will miss An event of the year A place where I sat for almost 10 months Homosapiens which I live with for almost 10 months 4 Omega Where many moments will be cherish for the coming years Some events/moments :
1) The orientation day where all us were anonymous to each other 2) The first day entering the class where we met the famous 'Dafi' 3) The first day of exam when all of us were curious towards each other's cleverness 4) The day the ranking came out and all the class stood still seeing Omega as the first class :) (ujian bulan 1 yer, laen zeta conquer) 5) The day where HEM announce that there were going to be an overnight 6) The day we receive our new headmaster. errrrr 7) The day where we have to endure our day at class during Ramadhan 8) The day where we had our Perkhemahan Perdana and seeing each other crying ???? haha 9) The day we promise to ourselve to stay unite ??? 10) The day where we backup our classmate 11) The time where prep was such an important time to finish report 12) The time where it is almost 2 o'clock and everybody was focusing on the 'delicious' DM food 13) The time where the whole class slept during Sivik time 14) The day we had our Durian Festival 15) The day we had our rugby interclass 16) The time in the bilik kuliah. haha. u guys noe wut i mean 17) The day we had our Majlis Rantaian Kasih 18) The time where we copy each others homework after a long holiday 19) The time when sumbody brings food, a batallion of Omegans will rush towards it 20) And most of all, the time when we all talk to each other.huhu. i hope it returns
Peeps: 1) Dafi- I miss the time when we all called him ke****it 2) Hamzah- I miss the time when he sat alone and write his diary 3) Anaz- I miss the way how he would try to recover a person emotional expression 4) Elias- I miss his blurry face and ways 5) Assidiq- I do admit I was attracted to his 'awesome' key 6) Nu'man- I hate the way how he plays football. The solo thing 7) Adzim- I like the way how he played the 'alat kesenian' stuff during school's events 8) Fish- I really miss this guy way of trying to make me feel better and happy 9) Apek- I miss the way how he argued with Ckgu Mozaidi towards his Physic theory 10) Haziq- I pity him for having that disease 11) Faqeh- I hate the way how he 'borrowed' peoples stuff without the owners knowledge 12) Max- I like the F1 car 13) Adl- I miss the moment seeing him salivating 14) Hussin- I miss the time seeing him being mad 15) Mirza- I like to see him eating ice-cream from the koperasi 16) Amril- I miss the moment when he was trying to fight for the right 17) Nabil- I miss the way how he would try his best trying to solve a hard addmath question 18) Shah- I miss the way how he would try his best to try others food :) 19) Musz- I like the way how he would console people 20) Muhammad- I like to see him being in a bad mood 21) Syed- I miss the time when he says 'p@ntat ah ko' when i tried to wake him up for subuh 22) Arie- I miss calling him GIRL 23) Me ???haha
Well, dats all i have to say. Hope u guys enjoy haha
ps: names are arrange according to seats in the class
Hey guys. It's me again. hahaha. back posting some blogs. Well, firstly, it's still not too late for me to say Happy Hols since it has only been a week or two. haha. Thank you god for givin us such a great time to 'RELAX'. Relax ? Do we relax during the hols ? well, hopefully yes, but, as we all know, there's like a million homework waiting to completed during the skool hols. So ? What is the main reason holidays are held ? hahaha. in my opinion, i think the government should banned skools from giving homework during the end-year hols. agree ? hahaha. well, actually, i really had a fun time for the past two weeks of holiday. i can sleep whenever i want. i can surf the net anytime. i can eat anything that i desire. haha. and most of all, i get to see my old friends especially those who I really miss when i was at 'hell'. hahahaha. nice seeing you again lee,sha,mi,hana, and others(too many to list)
hahaha criusly, i've no idea what to write. hahaha. dats all i guess hahaha toodles
As i was searching and searching to find something to release my tension, i find this quote in one of my friend's page. I goes something like this "Don't worry about yesterday's mistakes..think about 2day's success...worry is the main cause for tmorrow's failure..". After taking a minute reading that inspiring quote, it occur to me that these are definitely true. Main Reason... 3rd June 2008 I was saddened by a news that was spread by one of my friend. A news which i cant barely forgive my self for what i've done. I was regretful but nothing could do more. I know I've had no chanced of getting it. Life is harsh. But in order to overcome that harshness, we have to brave ourself. But, i just cant. I cant brave myself. Its as if receiving that news/story was a terrifying death for my courage inside my heart. I was ashamed by that news. I feel lonely, indiscriminate, meaningless,useless. Nothing has gone right since that day. My mind keeps thinking about it. It wont stop. I couldnt sleep. My eyes were swollen. I tried to be happy but it couldnt work. People wont notice me being sad coz I cant show it. I dun like to make people worried about me. Huhu. I kept to myself. And only i know, and some of my very close related friend. But, it still doesnt change. I'm afraid to tell others my problem. Reading and understanding the above quotes kinda makes me much better but still, my feeling were untamed. Still today, i cant feel calm. Calmness was getting further away from me and worries is getting nearer. Every minutes,seconds, i worried. My apetite grew down. I had no feeling to eat. I tried to laugh in front of my friends. but all laughter was a fake. deep inside, i still suffer...........................................Hope u guys understand a story from a useless and uncalmed child......
Yes. I admit it I do miss u guys Liyana Husain, Sha, Shahir, Azim, Yus, Aimi H, Hana, Skin and others Its hard to find the clone of u guys there ! Life is harsh there I hate it Its hard to fine a TRUE friend like u guys God I do wish u guys would be with me every second I hate living in boarding school But still, for academics reason, I have to survive
Hey there ! Well, i'm sure some of you might be thinking where i've gone to since my blog was not updated. FYI, i went to boarding skool which is SASER also known as Sekolah Menengah Sains Seremban. Haha. Enough of that. Well, main reason i write this post was to say GOOD LUCK to my most bestest friend ever , Liyana Husain.
Well, she was offered to a boarding skool located at Muar, Johor. Its SAMURA or better known as Sekolah Menengah Sains Muar. Rivalry of SASER (according to Skin). haha.
She had be wanting to go to SBP since a long tyme ago and i'm happy for her bcoz she go what she wanted. hehe. eventhough x dpt tkc tp dpt SAMURA pown kire ok la an lee. haha
Just nk ckp, best of luck la wey kt sane. Tabahkan hati. Jgn homesick atau rindu2 umah. Blaja bgn pagi2 and tido lmbt. mandi air sejuk glew cam ais pagi2 and yg pasti, u'll sleep in class. haha. dun worry. tuh pkara biase. MAsuk hoki au, nnt leyh lawan SASER bulan 4 nnt. haha. leyh ko dtg SASER and aku bawak ko jalan2 tour kt SASER. haha. and most of all, ko akn alami CULTURE SHOCK. mesti ko akan biasenyer la. i believe in you. haha. BEST OF LUCK LEE. Insyallah me and you and all the other 3P1 2007 akn dpt 9A1 or 10A1 (with EST)utk SPM. AMin~~~~\
Hi again, Firstly i would like to say that this blog ss going to be about my class Soooo, anyone outhere who doesn't want to read dis just click back aite, coz its all going to be about US. Aite, got that clear, now, the story is about the memories of me missing somewhat memory in this class which is :-
The Things That I Will Miss About This Class ! 1. I miss the tame face that Firyal always made 2. I miss the way Aimi Fatanah laugh when i say "mi,ko saket perot lg ke ?" 3. I miss the way when Natasa said " Far, jom gi fotostat" 4. I miss the way Amir hits his other members butt 5. I miss the way when Hazim ask me question during the first exam 6. I miss the way Yus and I argued about Math questions 7. I miss the time when Ali asked me about computer games 8. I miss the way Aimi Hanisah smile when i called her "HASNAH" 9. I miss the way Raja taught us about digestion 10. I miss the time when Azim Ahmad made his face 11. I miss the time when Hafiz was snuggling under Zul's armpit 12. I miss the time seeing Zul every morning at class with his big gloomy eyes 13. I miss the time when i called Shaznie "Jerry". She was very pissed off though 14. I miss the time when Athirah bring some sandwich for me and Shahir 15. I miss the way Shahir bege me when i said sumthing that wasnt meant to be said 16. I miss Khaleda powerful knowledge towards the Sejarah subject 17. I miss Hannah's word when she said "Azfar. tolonglah,pleaseeee !" 18. I miss Liyana Husain smile and laughter when i talk sumthing funny with her 19. I miss the way Aisha punch me at my 'bahu'. hehehe 20. I miss Farah's face when she merajuk 21. I miss the way Sakinah try to 'pujuk' Farah 22. I miss the way when Hana scold Zarul when he ask for answers 23. I miss the way Diyana laugh. (the gelak kuda thing) 24. I miss the way Amal said 'BOB' towards Hazim 25. I miss the time when i notice that Azril's bag was as same as me and so was his handphone. hehehe 26. I miss the time when me and Zahrul always argued. 27. I miss the way Liyana Zainudin talked about "Hamid" 28. I miss the time when Aimi Aqilah smiled at me during the last day of PMR. (she was sitting next to me) 29. I miss Piah. She's my everything. LOL. 30. I miss Liyana K words when she said 'weyh, jgn tiru ah, pekse la' 31. I miss the time when Shaf goes mad when sumone hurts her feelings 32. I miss Hushan's clumsiness and how she managed to make friends with the class and only when PMR is just around the corner and the way she said 'B@B! ah". hahahaha welll, now u noe. hahahaha. thats all . bye ! hahahaha
Hey there ! Firstly, thx 4 viewing this blog. Haha. K, firstly, i would like to giv ya guys a fresh impression on how this blog gonna be. Its about US. As for me, US refers to 3 Putra 1 of 2007. Well as sum of u might noe, US is accompanied by 12 guys and 21 girls. heheh.This blog is actually about my experience with US.
I'll start of with January ! January was a fine month. First day of skool, i didn't quite noe well sum of US. As days and week past by, i began to noe them. Sum of US that i started to become 'rapat' Lee, Sha, Shahir, Yus, Aimi Hanisah, Sakinah, Shaf and others. As the last week of January past, we were tested on our academic with the first exam. It was quite easy though but i still get number 33 in class. Sob sob. As that day, i started telliing myself to work hard. February !
As January leaves us, February came in. February was a super month. This month, I started to hang out with US. And to my knowledge, they were very kind and nice. Especially Lee and Sha ! hahaha . We became best friends. And in the middle of Feb, we change our coordinate in class and luckily i sat next to Shahir. Most interesting friend that i ever had. he was an understanding friend. hehehe. Again, there was this exam again and to my shock, i improved. hehehe
Mac ! Just 7 month from PMR. The fire started burning in this month. Almost everybody had started to study. Remember, our aim was to make everybody achieve excellence in PMR. hehe.I think this month was the Malam Tautan Kasih i guess. Not really sure. However, that Malam had leave me with sum memorable memories such as WINNING THE LUCKY DRAW.hehe. Then the day after Malam, we had our first Programme to achieve excellence result. It was the A Star Programme. This programme had taught us alot about the techniques in PMR. Thx Pn Suriani for this programme. It really meant alot for us
April ! This month was kinda fun. Bcoz, there were many activities. hahaha. I was selected to enter the Amali Sains contest. There were me,lee,raja and khaleda. Winning wasn't an option to us. However, we learnt alot and to our shock, sum of the experiments we had done came out in PMR. how lucky. hehehe
May ! Woah. This month was the hardest month among US. It was the Mid-year Exam.Many had struggled to achieve excellence marks in this exam. Huhu. US started to feel the fire burning. and in this month also, there was the Hari Bertemu Pelanggan. hahaha. Pn Mahnun was a supporting teacher. She didn't tell US parents about our bad side. hehe.
June ! Nothing much. Just exams and exams and exams. Although there was many exams, we can still enjoy our life sumtime. hahaha. me and some of US went to karaoke and bowling. hahaha. I can still hear the voice of Lee when she sang Persis Mutiara without the music. hahahaha. Enjoyable moment though.
July ! Most waited month. It my birthday ! And don't get shock when i say that there were 4 of US celebrate their bday on this month. Starting with Zahrul (16), me (24), Aimi F (25) and Sha (26). hehehe. thx to those who sends US wishes.
August ! Merdeka ! Merdeka for Malaysia ! It was the 50th independence day. hahaha. walaupun Malaysia, US masih lom merdeka. hahahaha. At this month, nothing much happen.
September ! Just a month away from PMR. huhu. US struggle very much. Many had take the oppurtunity to ask the teachers what they dont understand especially Science and Sejarah subject. At the end of this month, we had our Majlis Restu. A very sad event where many of US and US teachers cried. In this event, US had a chance to say sorry to all teachers. A very sad day for me. T.T.
OCTOBER ! First day of Oct (1) Monday, PMR began. Bm was the first subject. huhu. After a week of Oct, we finally MERDEKA ! after the geo paper finish, US went outside the dewan with a smile which was as wide as an ocean. hehehe. we were verry happy back then !hehehe
November ! Cant write much bcoz it hasn't ended yet. But i wanna say that, US miss you lee.hehehe. not me, but US. get the point aite.
December ! Hopefully all of US get Straight A's in PMR.
This are several things that i cant forget about US 1. The joy of our class when theres no teacher enter the class 2. The pergaduhan antara H****N and US. We're friends now aite. 3. The last day of PMR 4. The way the teachers taught us 5. The time when I fought with Yus. (words only) 6. The day when we broke almost a dozen of apparatus at lab 7. The journey of US going to Ipoh in the bus where there were smoke and tyre were punctured and we were stucked on the highway and the BR at Tapah and the long journey of 5 hours 8. And lastly, the smile of US when we all get straight A's. hehe. AMin~
As conclusion, all i wanna say is IT WAS A BLAST HAVING A YEAR WITH US. May all of us will not lost contact. And to all of US, I'm gonna miss ya guys nnt. huhu. TQ.Just For Information, US stands for 1. Nur Firyal 2. Aimi Fatanah 3. Nor Natasa 4. Amir Rashidin 5. Hazim Ismail 6.Yusizwan Maslin 7. Ali Bashir 8. Aimi Hanisah 9. Raja Nurul Nadia 10. Azim Ahmad 11. Hafiz Afandi 12. Zulfadli Samsudin 13. Shaznie Hasran 14. Athirah Farhana 15. Mohd Azfar 16. Mohd Shahir 17. Khaleda Khadir 18. Hannah Shobana 19. Nurliyana Husain 20. Aishah Sofia 21. Farah Iryani 22. Nurul Sakinah 23. Hana Nastasha 24. Asmadiyana Mohd 25. Mohd Azril 26. Amaluddin Yusoff 27. Mohd Zahrul 28. Aimi Aqilah 29. Nur Liyana Zainudin 30. Shufiah Zin 30. Shafiqa Fitri 31. Nurliyana Khirudin 33. Hushantani Amarendran
Aite, here I am today writing my 3rd blog.haha. The reason I write this blog was to give u guys a lesson and also a story of a shameless man who Hafiz and I called 'dinding guy'. As for me and hafiz, we decided to call dis guy as 'dinding guy' because of his foolish act on the day we received our sijil and money from the Tengku. I'll start the story here aite. Once a pon a time in Putrajaya where everybody live harmonically(harmony la sgt), there was an event to celebrate the people who have passed their examination with flying colours. It was on the 1st of January 2008. As the ceremony ended, we were delighted with some foods which were delicately delicious.haha. there were no place for me and hafiz to sit, soo, we decided to eat in the hall. Haha. When we finished eating, we decided to go to the washroom to wash our hands since we ate using our hand. In our journey towards the washroom, I realize that there was a guy which (not to be rude) seems tergesa2 going to the toilet and keep touching his c**k. Me and hafiz were like weird. Then he run and passed us and quickly pushed the toilet's door. Me and hafiz went after him. In the toilet, all the doors were closed and the guy had no chanced in going in. Meanwhile, we were washing our hands. Haha. Then suddenly, THE GUY, opens up his zip and started to pee at the dinding next to the sink. The urine was fast and many. Its like a water jet coming out from a human body. It was 4 mins until he finish peeing at the wall. Me and hafiz quickly rush outside coz we didn't stand the smell and the guys face. It was really JIJIK. We waited outside to see him, however, he passed us with a BABI type of face. Bengang aku. Hahaha. I think he didn't wash his hands kowt coz it seems basah sket with kuning2nye air. Eeeeeeeeeeee. Then he went into the hall and marah2 his kids. Inside my head, I referred this guy as a mental problem guy.hahaha. END~ ps-the guy is a DEWASA. not a kid. age 30-40 sumthing. Sooo, for you guys outhere, kalu rasa nk kencing sgt, tahan je la aite, jgn kencing dkat dinding tepi sink dpan org ramai mcm laki tuh, memalukan bangsa sahaja.
Huhu, I noe that I'm going to SASER this February and I'm grateful for it. Eventhough I didn't manage to get what I want. And most of all, I feel like crying when writing this blog. I dun noe why but it's a feeling which I cant hardly control. Its kinda a nightmare for me. I cant sleep although I'd try to force myself to shut my eyes. My friend mostly got the SBP's offer and their SBP kinda rocks. MCKK,STAR,SAMURA, SBPiG etc. And I noe that no one had ever heard of my skool before. However, I'm grateful and thankful to god.
Ok, back to the main thing, I really cant decide to go or not, If I go, I'll have a better chance of getting 10A1 in SPM, but, sadly, I will lose many of my friends. Those who had been with me since 2005, 2006, and 2007. But, if I stayed here, I believe I wont be able to focus on studies since the skool had been with me since I was form 1 and I was kinda bored with that. But if I stayed here, I will not lose my friend which had been my oxygen and drugs.
I really want to go to this skool. My parents encouraged me to go to this skool. Even my friends encouraged me. But, I'm not the type of person who makes friend really quick. I'm kinda shy. Soo, I have a decision to make. And that decision must be made within a week. Arghhhhh, soooooo tensiooonn, xleyh ke suma laki and pompuan masuk asrama same ? huhu.
And, if I go, I will lose BILLIONS of friends at skool. Huhu. I will surely greatly miss those precious moments between me and liyana husain, aishah, aimi h, shahir, yus, sakinah and many more. I really do love them in terms of friendship. Life without them is meaningless. Especially without the existence of you lee, ur my BFF 4ever. I could only pray and doa for you to masuk TKC, soo that bleh jumpa kalu outing bcoz SASER is near to TKC. Huhu. U'r a special BFF lee, I never had a BFF which is sooo caring like you, same goes to you sha, shahir, yus, aimi h, sakinah. U guys made me alive since I started skooling at SMKP1. Its just I'm really sad to leave u guys and start a new chapter of my life at SASER. Huhu. Eventhough its 2 years only, It kinda felt as if it was ages. Huhu.
Life without friends do SUCK. But as life goes on. I'll have to accept the fact that I'll have to leave them for 2 years. Huhu. But I really hope our friendship still remain and that nothing can get through it.
I noe I noe I'm kinda emo rite now but who cares ? its my life and I have the right to be emo at this moment. And I'm definitely really FRUST coz I didn't get the skool dat I've been dreaming of. Huhu. Lastly, I juz like to say. I'M GONNA MISS U GUYS ! lee,sha,aimi h, shahir, yus, sakinah and all of my friends that have been with me. U guys really made my life much much better. May our friendship last forever ! Thank you. T.T